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Friday, September 27, 2013

The Harp

                There is a tale from many years ago, told and ever changing by the many generations who have added and taken from the original bed time story. I, however, am one of the few who know of the truth about this original legend.  
It all started when a king long ago had a hard time sleeping. Desperate, with no shut-eye for almost two weeks, the king called for help. A doctor was brought in and one day after another for almost a week the doctor tried everything he could think of. This included hypnosis, medicine, and meditation—but to no avail, the king continued his restless nights getting sleepier and sleepier although never actually falling asleep. Soon, the doctor grew desperate. There was one last thing the doctor wanted to try, although it was slightly unorthodox. You see, there was a witch in town. Most people were scared of her; however she was supposedly able to cure anything. At the mention of this the king sent servants to go and retrieve this witch. To assure the witch would come, the king offered her 10 golden galleons. This was not needed though, because although her appearance and magical abilities gave her a scary reputation, Belinda the witch was incredibly kind hearted.  Belinda eagerly arrived at the castle, ready to assist the king.  The king began to explain his dilemma. After his explanation, the witch frowned, “There is only one way I know to cure insomnia, if everything you have tried has already been proven to fail.” There was a hint of worry in her voice.  “Anything, please help me.” The king said, obviously on the verge of crying. The witch sighed,  “There is a harp deep in the forest that is believed to put anyone who hears it to sleep when played the right tune. To get to it one must travel through the forest and down the river until they see the bright glimmering gold. It is easy enough to get, but one must be careful. If the wrong notes are played whoever hears it will be cursed to sleep forever. I, however, know the chords. If someone goes to retrieve the harp, I would happily play you the song until you drift to sleep. One only needs to hear it once to be able to sleep normally again.” After taking a deep breath the king nodded. “I will send my son, Felipe. He is brave and wise enough not to play the harp.” The witch smiled, “So it is decided then.”



 Felipe was sent immediately. After two nights of traveling, he saw it. The gold shining in the sun and the strings gently humming from the wind. So it’s true, he thought, it’s really true. He paddled his way down the stream and pulled the boat to the side. After getting out of the boat he excitedly approached the magestical harp. After admiring its beauty, Felipe gently wrapped it in thick purple cloth and turned around to go back to the boat. Traveling back home was a rough journey, as Felipe had to carry the Harp through the forest after going back up stream. Felipe left he boat where Belinda had instructed him to, at the edge of the water, and continued his walk. Finally, two nights later, Felipe could see the promising view of the castle. Anxious to see his father in good health again, Felipe quickened his pace, his arms growing sore from carrying the large harp.
            As soon as Felipe walked into the castle, things started moving very fast. The harp was taken out of Felipe’s grasp, and they forced Felipe to go rest. Belinda, excited to see the harp, eagerly took the harp up to the king’s bedroom. The king got ready to sleep, and Belinda situated herself next to his bed, earplugs in, harp situated in front of her. The king closed his eyes and Belinda started to play the soft melody, and miraculously, the king started to drift to sleep.  After this moment, everything became a blur. Nobody remembers Belinda leaving, and the king had no recollection of ever seeing the harp. (Although his lack of memory was assumed to be because of his extended lack of sleep.) Prince Felipe never talked about the harp, and Belinda was never seen again. The harp disappeared. Some say it is back in the forest, safe within the shadows of the trees and the dense white fog; some say that it was destroyed after learning of its powerful abilities, and some even believe the son had such a connection with the harp that he stole it and had it hidden.
            Once again, I remind you that I know the true story. You see, I write this in my attic. As I sit in this wooden chair, across from me a small window. A small stream of light peaks through, as if the sun was putting its finger on the never faded gold uncovered by the deteriorating purple cloth. I get a shiver down my spine, and I hear my  maid call my name, “Belinda, you have a call!” Yes, it was I who helped the king. And yes, I am generally a kind hearted person. However, I decided to keep all of the powers the harp truly has to myself. For example, the harp’s owner is given eternal life. Or that the harp is used to help anyone who truly needs it—for good luck, for sleep, for love, and anything else that can be imagined. One only needs to know the right tune.

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

The Fun Starts Here


The Fun Starts Here
Inspired by a newspaper clipping.
No, not here.

Not here either.

Almost there.




Full picture of the incline.
(Yes, it is that big!)


The Bottom!
Okay, here. A newspaper clipping with the words "The Fun Starts Here" reminded me of the time I did the incline with my godmother, Wendy. The fact that I even thought of the incline when pondering what to write about for 'fun' is pretty ironic. The incline is about a mile long, which does not seem too bad except for the fact that it is entirely uphill. My godmother, who happens to be a health nut that is into exercise and healthy eating and all of that great stuff, convinced me to do the incline one morning with her and her husband, Mark. We set our alarms for too-early in the morning, and made our way up the mountains into Manitou. After spending a long time trying to find a parking spot, we finally parked at the bottom of a hill and made our way up to entrance of the incline. After taking a few pictures that would be used to document my first time, we started on up the path of what seemed like never-ending stairs. Around the 20th step, I started to reconsider. My heart was already pounding and I was struggling to catch my breath. Needless to say, I am a little unhealthy. Water in hand, I close my eyes tight and walk up a few more stairs, trying to pretend I am somewhere else. Time for a break already. My godfather walks on, while my godmother stayed behind to motivate me. Eventually I gather up the strength to continue on up the stairs, Wendy beside me occasionally pep-talking me, "You can do it Shay! Just think of how proud of yourself you'll be when you finish." Unfortunately for her, I was not a fun work out buddy. I pulled off to the side of the trail many times-- meeting new people along the way trying to motivate each other. After about 30 minutes I was ready to give up. Sweating and panting, I begin to lose hold on my emotions. I rolled my shirt up, not caring about anyone else seeing me. Many times I began to cry and if it was not for Wendy's constant pep-talks, I would have been done long before. She went ahead of me after we got to the false summit (a place on the incline that looks as if it's the top, then you get to the top and realize you still have a little ways to go. It is cruel. And the only reason I even found out about it was when someone asked my godmother if the point they could see was the end or the false summit. My godmother did not want to tell me there was such a thing. Imagine my excitement.) I started to walk, taking breaks when I needed to. Without anyone there to get mad at me for stopping I continued to push myself, eventually I began crawling up the stairs on my hands and knees. I remember seeing people off on the side puking, and just wanting to get up and away from them. I made myself run up a few more steps, until I could no longer move and at that point I could finally see the end-- flags hung high above and people mingled around the finish. I believe it took about 2 hours for me to finish the incline--definitely not a good time-- however I was so proud of myself when I got to the top I cried again, this time in happiness.
Top of the incline- SO PROUD!
I wobbled my way to an area in the shade beneath a tree, collapsing into the grass. After drinking some water and catching my breath, my godmother took pictures of me at the finish line. I remember feeling so proud of myself. Wendy, Mark, and even some of the people I met along the way were telling me what a good job I had done. This was most likely one of the hardest things I have ever pushed myself through. My legs felt like jell-o and I was covered in dirt. As I made my way down Barr trail by myself (Wendy and Mark decided to jog down, needless to say I did not want to join them) I realized how much I really missed the mountains. I am not, in any way shape or form, an outside person. I dislike bugs, sunburns, dirt, and basically every aspect of being outdoors. However, for the 20-30 minutes it took for me to walk down the trail, I took my time. I wanted to remember what it was like to enjoy the sun on my face, to admire Colorado from up above. I remember wishing I had my phone to take pictures-- there were views from that trail that took my breath away. There is not a time in my life where I remember completely loving looking at nature. When I got to the bottom I took a deep breath and captured the moment. I remember seeing Wendy waiting for me at the bottom. After taking a few more pictures, Wendy and I made our way to the gift shop while Mark went to go get food, and I now own a t-shirt that has Manitou incline facts on it, and also a bumper sticker that says "I survived the Manitou Incline." (This was one of my favorite souvenirs because I honestly felt like I deserved it.)
My bumper sticker, aka: my trophy.
Since then I have not gone a day without thinking of the mountains. I long to go back to Colorado so I can admire the beautiful view again. I also have not done any kind of activity that put me under as much physical and emotional stress since then, although I have considered doing it again when I go back up there next summer. (My godmother was right-- the whole way up I promised myself I would never do it again, and she told me I would want to after I finally got to the top.) This was definitely a learning experience for me, and I am grateful that I had the opportunity to do it.


Manitou Incline Facts

  • Length: Approx. .88 miles (1.42 km) 
  • Highest point: Peak, 8,590 feet (2,620 m)
  • Lowest point: Base, 6,500 feet (2,000 m)
  • Difficulty: Extreme
  • Record Time: 16:42 by professional tri-athlete Mark Fretta
  • It gets as steep as 68% in some places

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Feeling Good

 
Want to smile?
 
Make your list of thanks.
 
Get rid of your heart's depression.
 
Express your beautiful side.
 
All you need is a desire to feel good.
 
Be creative!
 
The difference in you will make everyone smile.
 
Heads will turn.
 
Feel great! Smile!
 

Poem inspired by Magazine Clipping

A Passion For The Sea


White sand dances in between my toes, 

Warm water hugs my ankles, 

Clams, uncovered by the waves, pull themselves into the ground where it's safe.

In the distance I hear dolphins skipping through the water,

I take one deep breath and close my eyes,

Letting the sun envelop me in its warm rays.

I try to hold this moment inside of me,
saving this feeling for a rainy day.

As I breathe in the salty beach air, I realize I truly do have a 
passion for the sea.


Black Out Posts

my husband ; make me happy ; pleasant ; into his arms ; handsome ; swayed ; kissed the side of my mouth ; kissed my forehead ; I look sexy ; driving me crazy ; kissing me again.
horrible ; repulsed ; caged tiger ; guilty ; sick ; still ; Let him go. ; It's too late ; terrified ; don't think it matters ; feel ; exhaled ; Hurt. Angry. Afraid. ; future.
guns ; knives ; cakes ; metal ; cigarettes ; marijuana ; lip rings ; tattoos ; vagina ; sick ; guards ; menacing.

(Very hard to read, so I included the words under the picture. My apologies!)

Favorite Quotes

"Time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." (See my sidebar- I live by this!)

"Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and, above all those who live without love." ~Albus Dumbledore

"An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind." ~Ghandi

"No freedom till we're equal, d*** right I support it." ~Macklemore, Same Love



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"The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters." ~Audrey Hepburn

"Don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened." ~Dr. Suess

“Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving.”  ~Albert Einstein

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."            ~Marilyn Monroe

"She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know."        ~Marilyn Monroe

"Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence." ~Aristotle

Arrival Fallacy: Believing that once you get to a certain point in life, you will be happy. "The end of a melody is not its goal; but nonetheless, if the melody had not reached its end it would not have reached its goal either. A parable." ~Friedrich Nietzsche